Today I woke up to a crisp autumn morning (53 degrees in California). Bailey and I went for our walk on the green belt in our neighborhood. I live in the foothills of Mt Diablo and I get to stare at this mountain everyday when I walk. Most of the time I lose myself in thought about what a beautiful place I live in. It never gets old looking at the mountain. I’m so thankful for the life I have. I try never to take it for granted.
This afternoon my husband and I attended a memorial for a friend who tragically lost his life in a hit and run accident. I’ve never liked these type of events: funeral, memorial service, celebration of life, what ever you want to call it I just don’t like them. Perhaps I’m reminded of my own mortality. I must say, however, that these events force people together who might not get together in the social circles they typically frequent. We also wanted to be there to support his wife. My husband and I both commented on the unusual mix of people. Young, old, tattooed, pierced, straight, gay, short hair, long hair, light skin, dark skin such an array of diversity. I savored all the differences. Our friend touched many lives and it was evident this afternoon.
People, if they wished, could say a few words if they wanted to. Many people stood up to talk. I heard such passion and conviction in their words. So much positivity. As I stated, our friend had such an impact on so many people over the years. I also heard, “I wish he knew….”, “I wish I told him…..”. Ahhh..regret and guilt. Woulda shoulda coulda.
It really got me thinking about this gift we have….life. We are all mortal. There is no certainty or guarantee that we will wake up to see a new day. Depressing? Yes! But true. I remember hearing a gentleman say to live fearlessly. His point was that many things go unsaid. Live fearlessly and tell the people in your life what they mean to you. What is the worst thing that can happen. I’m sharing this with you, but I’m also telling myself the same thing. It’s my goal to embrace this life of mine and live fearlessly.